What happened?

Thursday, November 23, 2017

I have been busy for school lately and I haven't had a chance to check on blogs or post a new story of my life here. I feel so down right now. I feel sorry for my family and to the people around me who keep on supporting me no matter what happened. I don't know what's wrong with me these past few months but I am really out of my mind. Or maybe because I am having difficulties in understanding everything. Yung feeling na, ang tanga-tanga ko? Anong nangyare? Bakit sobrang unproductive ko everyday?! Yes! I am in  Graduate School already. I should be more productive and skilled compared to other students specifically to undergrads. I should be more knowledgeable and smart in everything. I should deliver my report properly and answered every questions they threw. But what happened? Feeling ko ang bobo ko. Hindi ako bagay sa UP.  

It was my fault. I didn't do it right, I didn't do it early, I always cram and now, what happened? Yes, I failed to answer every question they threw and I feel so weak, idiot, stupid in front of them. I don't know what will happen to my life here in UPLB. Aabot ba ako ng second semester? Or I need to stop na? I don't know.

Just a rant for my life now. :(

K I L L   ME    NOW    HUHU

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